Lyrics

I STRUGGLE

I struggle
I struggle to make sense of it all

I hear a very unusual sound
I behold an unlikely vision
I feel an uncomfortable sensation, and
I sense an unknown presence
I reach out but am unable to touch
I call out but receive no response

Before; it was easy; it was simple

I walk; but seem to float
I watch; from above like a bird
I eat and drink; but without any fervor
I reflect; but cannot think clearly
I move with so little vitality, and
I vocalize with such anxiety

It’s disturbing; it’s unnerving
I feel uncomfortable and feel uneasy
It’s unexplainable; it’s unsurmountable
It’s so unclear and so unsettling

My soul seems lost
My body seems strange
My senses seem dulled
My mind seems empty
My motivation is sluggish, and
My mood; depressive

I struggle